Missing my buddy

I miss my buddy a lot now, I didn't think I would miss him quite so much but his gentle heartbeat and warm fur even his ridiculously long whiskers they have all left a hole in me that I can seem to fill. My lady spoke to me the other night about my attitude problem and how I need to fix it or I will never have any more friends to snuggle with. She told me Ed isn't ever coming back. So today I tried being friends with Narna and Bandit, I never even fluffed up at them for the whole hour...well except for that one time when Narna invaded my special space where I like to do my deep thinking.

I've been moved into the smaller cage, im kinda glad as it saves me having to lug my weight about as much, but I miss the scent of Ed, I still have my hammock but it saddens me to much to sleep in it knowing Ed wont be joining me for some cuddles. Im going to try be happier, for Ed. He would have liked it if I were nicer I think.

Ed n Me!

Together we were kings

Lonely

Street Sleepers...

What do you do when you lose all these things in one day:

pillow

blanket

food sharer

play mate

brother

cleaner

best friend

cuddler

and how do I bring him back?

=[

Love Ed.

Ham

I don't have long left, I have received news from an assassin who has informed me that my time here with you is about to end. It is while you sleep that I write this for you to find, because although I was never truly a pet we were truly brothers of the same litter, only you were more mothers kit.

What I'm writing to tell you is this:

Even though every day I lived with you sometimes unwillingly, sometimes ungratefully, I have always been fond of you. Whilst stealing my food and raiding my stash got old, I was just so happy to have your company, and as I write this I hope you understand my strange ways and odd quirks were all because you helped shape me into a character worthy enough to bring smiles onto the faces of humans! Something I never believed I could do. Please don't mourn me for too long, be a happy rat and soon you will see that me passing is just another chapter in your life that doesn't mark the end.

My stash is in the males bag, somewhere I kept safer from you. Eat wisely for you were never one to store for dieting days when we were only allowed nuggets! And keep them whiskers dry. Ill watch over you with the fairies. I will wait for you. 

I love you my best friend.

Your cuddle buddy

Ed.

Grief

Oh Street Sleepers I have such terrible news.

Ed has been taken by the fairies, I was waiting for his return and eagerly awaited my lady to return. When she came through the door I smelt him, he smelt of fairy dust and stillness. I saw him, his eyes were open... vacant... but looking at me. I felt something deep within me sink as I regarded him wrapped in that towel of death with an endless gaze that never even whispered farewell. I watched as lady carried him outside and return with nothing. And though I sat in my hammock I believe wherever she took Ed. Some of me went with him.

update..

I woke alone, my people are gone....so is Ed I hope they find out if he is okay or not I would hate to have to eat without him tonight, the stars are out    

update

I woke ten minutes ago, Ed is out of the cage, there is a strong scent of blood about the air and he doesn't look good....I hope he gets better. Maybe the lady will take him to the doctor. I may go sleep and wake up from this dream.